Tuesday, November 11, 2008

I've got to keep it together

I'm good at things I couldn't care less about.
But I'm not entirely terrible at the things I love. I believe I can do it. I can envision it along with the 2-car garage.
If I'm this wonderful without actually caring, think of how I'd be with something I care deeply for.
You guys are missing out.
I'd be the most fabulously devoted and awesome girlfriend/wife/mother ever.
If I could focus on any one thing ever I might just be able to harness and bottle this little magic trick I've got going in my brain.

I don't know why I was born to retain useless facts and observations. I don't know how I learned to be so perceptive. I just know they're valuable.

I'm getting excited just thinking about what I might possibly be able to accomplish if I let myself off my leash once in awhile.
I wish there was some outside force that would smack me and tell me to stop wasting time.
Why do I care about the status quo so much?

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